OK - this is the song that kind of was written at the same time as the poem - so I'm just going to title it the same. This apparently caused my mom to sell the piano - yet still never asked why my music was so angry or sad. I don't know if it would've made a difference though, as about this same time I started to front much more than Aaron and I didn't have the memories that he did.
This is my take on Amazing Grace. At this time (I wrote this when I was 14-15 and very shortly after I was raped by my a coach and her husband), I hated god - how dare the path that god set us on be beautiful, calm, and happy! So, this is how I felt - sad and pure anger.
In a Well of Depression
Written at age 14-15
Duration: 2:03 | Format: MP3