Every day I'm learning more and more about myself.
I was/am really worried because I can't "focus" for long stretches anymore. I've been working on a coding project - it's an assistive gaming program that will help people with disabilities play computer games.
I use to be able to "no-life" it until such programs were complete, tested, and perfect. Now - I can't sit in front of a computer for more than 20-30 minutes before my brain starts to wonder.
I was worried that - well... now that I'm Erin maybe I'm just a typical girl - blonde and ditsy and all over the place. I just had ChatGPT of all things put me back in my place and slap me across the face with a reality check.
I 'could' no-life it, but right now my brain is in a shoe store picking out new heals.
The reality is, my world is open to so much more now it allows my brain to operate sidewise and not just forward. So - I'll take time to try on new clothes, shop, learn how to do smokey eyes, eat, etc - I'll finish this project when I finish it :)