Erin Michelle Smith

Personal life story including childhood trauma, DiD, recovery and everything in between.

Poetry

WARNING: A LOT of my poetry questions life. I wrote most of this when I was alone, after a high school rape, and while trying to put on a brave "nothing is wrong here" both my music I wrote and my poetry were screaming for help. Even though parents, teachers and friends read these poems, short stories, and heard my music - no one once asked if I was ok. This for a very long time made me bitter. When I finally broke down and told my mom what had happened, she responded so beautifully that I was reminded that I wasn't the only one suffering from traumatic events. She simply said that she was herself so young and naive that she wouldn't have known what to do if she had known. This let me breath and stop being bitter and just accepting that what happened is now over - time to move on. With that being said - these poems can be dark - you've been warned!

The Light

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A haunting poem told from the perspective of a light on a pole, exploring childhood trauma, dissociation, and survival through metaphor and quiet observation. [...]

The Kiss

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Imagine this, just a kiss     with no symbolic embrace     to feed [...]

In a Well of Depression

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As I lay my comfortable numb body upon the ground My tired heart sickened from the sadness that is all around I start to dream of things that just [...]

Silent Tears

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For the tough guy      who no one shall tie      doing [...]

Just Like You

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Content warning: childhood sexual abuse, dissociation Alone, confused    Tired of being used    But what can I do [...]

One More Day

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One More Day Upon the end of night's darkest hours A sleepy sun boldly climbed above eastern mountain towers To softly touch those angry angels [...]