Erin Michelle Smith

Personal life story including childhood trauma, DiD, recovery and everything in between.

Music

Everything I post here will be original compositions. Usually written in my teens.

Lullaby

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OK - I need to start posting other things than just negative. I really have past that point in my life it's just this blog is playing catchup. I'm in such an amazing place right now - it kind of feels too good to be true type of thing. So with that in mind, here is a Lullaby I wrote when my daughter was born. I use to read to her every night and we'd fall asleep to her lullabies. I loved how the simplest sounds could sooth the brain and that was my goal here. To Peyton Quinn (PQ) - with love! [...]

Newest Song

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Ok - here is one of my latest songs. Kind of just experimenting here with F and F# - that 1/2 tone step and then repeating it in different cords. not named yet 2023 Your browser does not support the audio element. Duration: 2:03 | Format: MP3 [...]
OK - this is the song that kind of was written at the same time as the poem - so I'm just going to title it the same. This apparently caused my mom to sell the piano - yet still never asked why my music was so angry or sad. I don't know if it would've made a difference though, as about this same time I started to front much more than Aaron and I didn't have the memories that he did. This is my take on Amazing Grace. At this time (I wrote this when I was 14-15 and very shortly after I was raped [...]